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10-19-2008

 I think that some people are very unconcerned with everyday life. Others are extremely concerned. One thing that really concerns me is someone that is too concerned. For example, everyone knows that there is no clue to the existence of god. Yet people still spend thier entire lives teatering on the edge of reality or fiction. Get a grip, either you believe or you dont choose a side and then keep to yourself about it. Theres no need to go spreading atheism or going on some religous journey to conquor and kill anyone in the way of your religion.

Sometimes being too unconcerned is bad too. Personally I am more concerned too much. Always teatering and thinking on levels that probably should not be imagined at all by any human. Sometimes I think so deeply and concentrate so hard my eyes are completely blank to reality and all i can see is what I am thinking about. I think that is some form of zenlike out of body shit but still theres no time to be stuck on that shit. Life is short and sitting here complaining about stuff is not really going to help anyone or is it.

When I see someone hurting i comfort them. When i see someone doing good i congradulate. And when i see someone needlessly hating I spit in thier face. ;)~ I open doors for people most of the time, but sometimes i do shit to piss people off by not engaging in contact. Life is funny and the balance one has to find comes with age. As you get older like 22 23 24 you start to come down from that unimaginable state of mind that most all 19 year olds have.

10-19-2008

Girls especially will be either one way or the other in these contexts. Either they are totally out of thier fucking mind and rather crazy, usually the hot good looking ones with big tits nice little ass blonde, you know all around good little bangarang. Then there are some normal looking ones in that category too. Personally I am convinced that a good small town girl is the way to go. No real big dreams small aspirations and a want to have fun but live well. No hate for the excentric girls but for a person looking good you shouldn't be so over the top. Remember you still have to squeeze out a little child if you want to carry on your genetics throughout history. Just like the men.